Reality!!

Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout

Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands

I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again

I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts

This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold

How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me

Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge

Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage

How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind!!

This poem is Dedicated to Dhara!!

जब भी वायरस अटैक होता है
तब मेरा एंटी-वायरस है धारा!

जब भी मेरा दिल को कोई चाहता है
मेरा दिल बोलता है धारा

सुबह उठके, भगवान का प्रार्थना होने के बाद,
धारा का प्रार्थना करुँगी की;
वो मेरी ज़िन्दगी में और हमेश हमेश केलिए;
साथ सफर निभाने और पूरी करने में
वो मेरी साथ देगी धारा!!

जब मुझे सास लेने का तकलीफ होता है
तब मेरा Oxygen है धारा!
क्यूंकि उसका मुस्कुरावत ख़ूबसूरत चेहरा देखते ही,
दरके भाग्जाथा है Ventilator!!

Dhara!!!!!!!

Dhara famoulsy known as Dhokla in our class...extremely thin,beautiful,brilliant,active,smart..Blah blah Blah......She is so thin, no one can imagine..Even now, I keep asking her Dhara Bacchi, tujhe sab body parts hey kya????Very silly question..I know!!!!!!

Whomever r close to me[among girls], I call them as Marie Jaan...Marie Bacchi..Hahahaa

Everyday, exactly 4goodday biscuits for breakfast...each week she purchases a packet of good day biscuits and manages vth 1packet for a week long!! Its highly impossible for me to keep 1 packet of biscuits for a weeeekkkkk long.....I finish the whole packet within few minutes and sometimes even in few seconds..I dont know, how she manages vth hardly of 4biscuits as breakfast!!Very Funny!! Cute Little Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am vth her and Shahana from past a month or so...But I liked her companion a lot..b4 that I used to occupy other place..since that is not suitable for me I changed my place..one fine day, when I entered class, Dhara called and said, Sahana, thu idhar aaja..tereliye seat reserved hey!!!!Very Sweeeet Humble Cute Voice!!!!! Love u Lot Dhara Bacchi!!!!!!!!

Once she beats, pains heavily...very strong....physically but not mentally....she is very emotional,sensitive jo mujhe aaj pathachala bcoz of 1small incident...

Well, Today what hapnd is, Management class was in progress and Mam asked have u all taken xerox of the next set of problems?Then majority answered...no maaaaammmm..then she shouted..those who r not having xerox move out from the class and will not take internals for u and 10marks will be deducted from ur written assessment..then sab log bagh ke bagh ke went to xerox shop to take the xerox which is in 2nd floor of our coll..wanted atleast 1copy to take xerox for 30ppl..so I asked Dhara, dhara bus 2mins keliye dena..2min mein tujhe vapas karungi..she didnt accept..somehow wanted xerox copy of other person..but got from someother person...and even Dhara's xerox was also with me...she came down and said, mam was not allowing her inside and I told her not 2worry & she went off...well finally got xerox after a disaster..were back to class...but dhara was not there in the class...I was bit tensed..finally she entered..when I saw her face..her face was like Tomato...full of pure red..swollen cheeks and was crying a lot..Mam tried to console her..but she didnt cope up..But, I gave Jaadu ki Chabbi!!!!!!! First time in my life, I gave Jaadu ki Chabbi...all of them started laughing loudly and said, sahana bahut accha tha..tune bahut accha kiya..24/7 Dhara will be cracking jokes, too funny girl, always smiley face..It was very hurting to c her sad face..but finally, she gave chota sa smile!!!!!
Each day, she brings exactly 4 good day biscuits for breakfast..each purchases a packet of good day biscuits and she manages vth single packet for a weeeeeeekkkkkkkkk.....Its highly impossible for me to keep 1packet for a week long.....within few seconds I finish the whole packet...I dont know how she manages vth 4biscuits for her breakfast...very funny,cute little baby!!

The reason Y I mentioned is bcoz, very sensitive emotional ppl ke saath ppl have to be polite loveable,caring even when they ve committed mistake knowingly or unknowingly..DOnt scold them or shout at them..be polite,soft,loveable,caring..

Mein aur Dhara khoob saare masthi karthe hai..hamare beech mein Shahana naam ki ladkhi will sit..jab mein aur dhara latapati karthe hai shahana ko lagtha hai...Dhara ya mere ko nahi..I am Sahana and beech mein jo bytthi na vo Shahana hai...

Very Funny Naughty Girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Near!!

How glad I am to feel you near,
to have you as a friend of common Faith,
to open up my heart to one not too afraid to look,
or too displeased to care,
but one who peers with interest rapt into the center of my soul.
How pleasant here to feel your voice role over me like the sea,
bright and fresh as a summer afternoon.
whose thoughts draw my anxious eyes as a rainbow in the sky.
Oh, the joy unearned to gaze into a mind so pure,
a model of the holy life, next to me as in the war,
or just to rest in silence savoring our tender tie.
Oh, to sit so close to one who knows my good and bad,
and chooses still my side.
now to share that clean, unselfish, flame of nearer inner bonds,
the soft embrace of hearts who truly care.

This is dedicated to Life!!

We need each other...
In times of private pain,
of fear and stress;

We need each other...
to share our joys,
our times of happiness;

We need each other...
to hold on and be strong, and
encourage when things are going wrong;

We need each other...
to keep the faith and love,
and remind each other of all
the things we're dreaming of;
We need each other... now and
always.

To My Sister,Aparna!!

There are special angels,
you will encounter here in life,
and lift you up above your fight.
They whisper a prayer softly for you,
Whether they are near or far away,
and somehow they always know all the right things to say.
They have a smile and a look in their eyes,
that light up every corner of your heart,
and they love you as their own,
they have a gentle way about them,
that makes it feel like home.
They can see the shadows in your life,
that none else could find,
and chase away that shadow,
till it's only joy they find.
Everytime you think of them,
It feels like Heaven smiling down,
There is a certain glow around them,
and you know without a doubt,
this is an angel you have found.
You may find yourself wondering,
how do i deserve the honor,
of this angel in my life,
don't question God's blessing,
Just seek out His face,
Almighty paid the price for us,
and He blessed us in it's place.
There are special angels,
You will encounter throughout life,
I believe that with all my heart,
I know and I praise God everyday,
because you have been mine.

Angels!!

Life is a journey,
a journey that takes us down many roads.
Some good and some not so good.
But as we travel we learn,grow, and meet
people that make those journies all worth the travel.
Those kind of people in a way are like
Angels.
With them we find comfort in the arms of our
Angels.
Friends come and go,
and from each one we learn more aboout our selves.
We see our weakness are strengths
from the eyes of another.
But the ones that stay and inprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within,
like an Angel.
And there we find comfort in the arms of our
Angels.

So I write this message with love and thanks.
For you have touched my life,
watched me fall,
and you raised me up like an
Angel
sent from God.
And that is where I always found my comfort.
In the arms of my Angel,
and her name was
Aparna, My Sis!!